Life really is full of surprises. It'll take you to a sudden twist and a sudden turn...
Just when i am comfortable with my life at work bigla namang... "We're planning to transfer Gen to the new build rig" That's my superior Raja talking to Arnold. (Scenario was in the pantry while the 3 of us are having breakfast) D pa talaga direcho sakin cnabi noh. Napag-isip pa tuloy ako if it was really me he is referring to. Pero tama naman pagkarinig ko e. GEN... OMG, it's me!
Yesterday, I realized eto na! I asked Raja to delay the transfer. Pero "It's urgent", sabi nya. Malungkot, nakakatakot... But it isn't the work that scares me. I'd still be a buyer, only for a bigger project kaya sabi nila mas magandang exposure. That kinda convince me, anyway. (As if there's a need to be convinced. E the only choice I have is to say OKAY). My fear is I'd be in a new environment where i am the only Pinoy. There'd be no more yayo, no more ate's, no more ka-berks. Oh, did I mention na natatakot ako kay Mr. Manager?! Looks pa lang pamatay na!
Some of my work colleagues say work would be tougher. It isn't my concern at the moment. Nonetheless, if that would be the case, I'll just give my BesT to do the work there... Kelangan ko kayanin. Tsaka, teka, Pinoy kaya ako!
By the way, I was not the one being asked by the New Build Rig Manager. But it was me who my supervisor has found to be dispensable. So, am I not good enough to be kept? Or am I good to be showed off? Whichever, ganun pa rin i'd be transferred... for a while? Pero let me say na feeling ko he doesn't want me kaya ako ibibigay nya.
For the meantime na mawawala ako sa sirkulasyon ng nakasanayan kong procurement, for sure i'll miss the peeps.
...Wala c Eugene, my MIS brother, na kakulitan ko sa maghapon. Ung tipong magtatanong ng "Gen, anong pagkain?" "Gen, busy?" para syang parrot iisa sinasabi everyday. hehe! wala na kong makakaaway ng pisikal, bakla!
...Wala din c ate Agnes na mapagtatanungan ko ng "Ate, may fax ako? urgent po e." Wala rin sya sa tanghali para sabihing "Gen, kakain na." Mag-isa lang ako kumain kanina, 'te. =(
...Wala din ung dadaan at babati ng "Hi, Gen! Kumain na?" c Ate Jing un. btw, dun sa kabilang office ako na mag-scan ng sarili kong docs. =)
...Wala din ang katabi kong c Sanjay na may dialogue everyday pagkadating na "Hi! Good Morning!" hay naku, Sanjay u'll miss me and my tutti frutti spray! but i'll miss our everyday chat.
...Wala ding Carina dun who'll greet me pag dadaan ako papunta or pabalik ng restroom. Btw, girl, i've found my toilet keys. pero nu naman silbi nun ngyon sakin e d ko kelangan un dun sa nilipatan ko na ofis... Wala akong maririnig na Carina na nakikipag-away. peace!
...wala ding Jet at ang dialogue nya na "Halika nga dito".
...walang Kuya Allan na magsasabing "Gen, kape na!" o "Gen, may biscuit?"
...Zarina, i mishu! Beh ni fafa G, come back na!
...wala ding Lynn at ang hapon chikaminute pag inaantok sya. Girl, puntahan mo ko dun sa ofis sa kabila for sure magigising ka sa layo ng lalakarin! =)
...TiNg, ma-miss pa ba kita? e dial 0 na lang. haha! sana naman dalawin mo ko dun.
...kung wala c Tin e d wala din c Pangga! =) Oi, Ojie! walang payat na parang poste na dadaan daan sa may cubicle ko. haha!
...at wala din akong yayo na ka-breakfast, ka-coffee sa hapon at takbuhan ko when i need help. Uy, Arnold! Pano na ko pag wala ka? Absent?!
D pa naman ako magre-resign pero ganyan talaga ang sentiments ko sa paglipat na 'to. =(
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
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