Monday, December 31, 2007

WiSh I CuD B in 2 PLaCeS at tHe SaMe TiMe...

Para i don't have to choose kung san pupunta

Para one wud not feel less important kesa dun sa isa

Para i cud enjoy without thinking na may naghihintay sa kin o may iiwanan ako mamaya lang

Para makasama ko parehas at mas masarap ang feeling!



Kaso HINDI nga pede e. =(

So, wala na lang ako puntahan?

Sunday, December 30, 2007

i HATE this feeling!

Ung NAIIWAN at INIIWAN...

Thursday, December 06, 2007

HaPpY 1st MoNTHSaRy to Me

Time flies so fast naman talaga. Aba, e 1 month na pala sakto kahapon ako dito sa New Build Rig Procurement. Bilis noh? d ko namalayan.

Lately, nagiging masyadong sulit rin ang bayad ng MIS sa kin ha. Dami work!

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

I'm sooo PaGoD!

Don't ask me how I am... I'll tell you i'm NOT fine. Kalahati pa lang ng araw pagod na talaga ko. An' daming work!

Oh, well this is better than not having a job... Thank GOD!

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

BuiLdinG a NeW LiFe... in the NeW BuiLd RiG!

Life really is full of surprises. It'll take you to a sudden twist and a sudden turn...

Just when i am comfortable with my life at work bigla namang... "We're planning to transfer Gen to the new build rig" That's my superior Raja talking to Arnold. (Scenario was in the pantry while the 3 of us are having breakfast) D pa talaga direcho sakin cnabi noh. Napag-isip pa tuloy ako if it was really me he is referring to. Pero tama naman pagkarinig ko e. GEN... OMG, it's me!

Yesterday, I realized eto na! I asked Raja to delay the transfer. Pero "It's urgent", sabi nya. Malungkot, nakakatakot... But it isn't the work that scares me. I'd still be a buyer, only for a bigger project kaya sabi nila mas magandang exposure. That kinda convince me, anyway. (As if there's a need to be convinced. E the only choice I have is to say OKAY). My fear is I'd be in a new environment where i am the only Pinoy. There'd be no more yayo, no more ate's, no more ka-berks. Oh, did I mention na natatakot ako kay Mr. Manager?! Looks pa lang pamatay na!

Some of my work colleagues say work would be tougher. It isn't my concern at the moment. Nonetheless, if that would be the case, I'll just give my BesT to do the work there... Kelangan ko kayanin. Tsaka, teka, Pinoy kaya ako!

By the way, I was not the one being asked by the New Build Rig Manager. But it was me who my supervisor has found to be dispensable. So, am I not good enough to be kept? Or am I good to be showed off? Whichever, ganun pa rin i'd be transferred... for a while? Pero let me say na feeling ko he doesn't want me kaya ako ibibigay nya.

For the meantime na mawawala ako sa sirkulasyon ng nakasanayan kong procurement, for sure i'll miss the peeps.

...Wala c Eugene, my MIS brother, na kakulitan ko sa maghapon. Ung tipong magtatanong ng "Gen, anong pagkain?" "Gen, busy?" para syang parrot iisa sinasabi everyday. hehe! wala na kong makakaaway ng pisikal, bakla!

...Wala din c ate Agnes na mapagtatanungan ko ng "Ate, may fax ako? urgent po e." Wala rin sya sa tanghali para sabihing "Gen, kakain na." Mag-isa lang ako kumain kanina, 'te. =(

...Wala din ung dadaan at babati ng "Hi, Gen! Kumain na?" c Ate Jing un. btw, dun sa kabilang office ako na mag-scan ng sarili kong docs. =)

...Wala din ang katabi kong c Sanjay na may dialogue everyday pagkadating na "Hi! Good Morning!" hay naku, Sanjay u'll miss me and my tutti frutti spray! but i'll miss our everyday chat.

...Wala ding Carina dun who'll greet me pag dadaan ako papunta or pabalik ng restroom. Btw, girl, i've found my toilet keys. pero nu naman silbi nun ngyon sakin e d ko kelangan un dun sa nilipatan ko na ofis... Wala akong maririnig na Carina na nakikipag-away. peace!

...wala ding Jet at ang dialogue nya na "Halika nga dito".

...walang Kuya Allan na magsasabing "Gen, kape na!" o "Gen, may biscuit?"

...Zarina, i mishu! Beh ni fafa G, come back na!

...wala ding Lynn at ang hapon chikaminute pag inaantok sya. Girl, puntahan mo ko dun sa ofis sa kabila for sure magigising ka sa layo ng lalakarin! =)

...TiNg, ma-miss pa ba kita? e dial 0 na lang. haha! sana naman dalawin mo ko dun.

...kung wala c Tin e d wala din c Pangga! =) Oi, Ojie! walang payat na parang poste na dadaan daan sa may cubicle ko. haha!

...at wala din akong yayo na ka-breakfast, ka-coffee sa hapon at takbuhan ko when i need help. Uy, Arnold! Pano na ko pag wala ka? Absent?!

D pa naman ako magre-resign pero ganyan talaga ang sentiments ko sa paglipat na 'to. =(

Saturday, October 27, 2007

HaPpY BirThdaY to Me! =)

My 27th birthday celebration was just simple. I was determined to finish some tasks so I cud have a half day off at work. Pero was not so lucky to be granted that simple wish of going home at 12:30... Madami daw kaseng trabaho at wala ung ibang buyers. In fairness, d naman alam ni Mr. Supervisor na birthday ko nung time na nagpaalam ako. =(

Anyway, it wouldn't do any good if i fret. So pumetix na lang ako for sometime since nawalan na 'ko ng gana na magtrabaho and have my work done late in the afternoon. Thanks to those who were there para kalingain ako specially nung breaktime when I got nothing for lunch (dapat nga kase d ba uwi ako). I just hope Mr. Supervisor learned that it's "my day" and sana nakunsensya na lang sya. haha!
I was sooo pagod nung hapon but was still excited kase i'll be meeting my friends for a 9:00pm dinner in a Japanese/Korean resto. I was given some gifts. Cool! May bouquet of flowers. Wow! =)
Nice to have good friends here with me
My first time in Shogun... Enjoyed the food! =)

After dinner, we headed to Dubai Bowling Center for a game. Kung meron lang sanang cafe na open pa after the game we could have grabbed some coffee cups and have some more chat. Kaso d naman dito kagaya sa Pinas na open pa ang coffee shops just before the dawn breaks kaya we went home after chikahan sa parking. Like the usual weekend, most of us sa flat nila Kuya Jabe natulog.
And the celebration continues...
It's October 26 and we're still celebrating... btw, nice smile, BiRdz!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

I Feel Sooo PaNGeT Today

Today is not so maganda for me.

First is because i made the wrong choice of wearing my black "skinny" pants that seems to be not so good to look at na kase i gained so much weight. In short, fit kung fit! i felt uncomfy nung paglabas ko ng bldg namin lalo na when i saw my reflection dun sa glass wall (un ang whole body mirror ko sa umaga). I wanted to go back. Mag-jeans na lang sana ko. Pede naman sa office e. Kaso wala na kong oras. For sure nauna na naman sakin ang car lift ko. Kung babalik pa ko, she'll wait for me longer. Nakakahiya na!

...Though, an officemate said i look payat daw and another said yesterday that my "fit" pants look good on me, i still feel PANGET!

The whole day wala ako care if my hair is uncomb or nagpa-fly away man sya. Kung nagye-yellow man sa pagkahinog ang pimple near my lip I still won't prick it (pero palagi kong hinahawakan - conscious pa rin!). Kung sobrang obvious man ang tummy ko sa outfit ko today, keber! Panget na kung panget!

But the worst thing that made me feel that I really am PANGET is the realization that I've been an UNkind friend to someone who tried to be my caring ate. =(

Monday, October 22, 2007

my SuPpOseDLy first ScUbA DiVinG experience

Fri, a li'l past 5 am, heard my phone alarming. it's time to get up... Pero, teka, teka, teka... i think I'm sick. Oh, yes! I am! Mainit ako! Bad Trip!

The night before may konting cpon, konting ubo pero deadma. Decided akong tutuloy sa pag-scuba dive kahit na nagagalit na c ate Bing sa tigas ng ulo naming 3 na go na go sa FIRST time diving experience.

Pero ang excitement nawala na ng paggicng e may sakit d lang ako pati na rin c Xandz. C kuya Jabe naman d pa talaga totally magaling sa sakit nya.

Ang ending, Xandz called one of the coordinators para mag-inform that we will not be able to go coz we're sick!

So next time na lang mga friends. =(

Friday, October 19, 2007

ToO MucH ChoCoLaTe = SoRe ThRoaT

I've noticed that im having recurring sore throat which i think is due to too much consumption of sweets - chocolates specifically! e ang hirap naman pigilan. addict ako e! napipigilan ko lang ung sarili ko pag gaya nito na masakit na talaga lalamunan ko... hahaha! last month pa i had a day off work dahil from sore throat nagkaron na rin ako ng cpon at ubo... pero eto wala pa rin akong kadala-dala!

Monday, October 08, 2007

Na-MiSs ko BiGLa...

silang mga nasa PiNaS...

malungkot...
i miss, imiss! =(

Saturday, September 29, 2007

SaTuRdaY at work

It's saturday! ...and yes, it's a working day for me. =(

Ang daming araw naman kase ang kelangan namin ipasok dito sa office. Sat-Thurs. Though may mga saturday na masarap pumasok kase konti lang ang tao sa office. Ung iba off nila. 3 batches kase ang sat off namin. Today's off is for the 3rd batch. I'm in 1st batch... meaning next Sat will be a REST DAY for me. Yahoo! c",)

But the not so good thing about working saturdays e naka-off din ang ibang vendors namin so pending din ung ibang transactions...

I remember working on Saturdays sa HICAP. Un masaya un kase pumapasok lang naman ako ng Sat pag sobrang daming work at wala naman akong pupuntahan. So un ay pagkukusa dahil gustong magtrabaho. Masarap ung ganung feeling. Ung ikaw ung nag-initiate that u want to work... Not like this saturday na kelangan ko lang pumasok. =(

Na-miss ko tuloy ang saturday ka-berks ko na c Ma'am Sha. Masipag un pumasok! Si Madam Jme kase at Mamabee e naka-OFF mode pag sat. Oi, d ko sinabing tamad cla ha. hehe! =) ...Pag OT saturday, dun din namin nagagawa ang pag-5S ng drawers namin. At mas madaming chickahan at tawanan while working. (Please note: while working!)

Ngayon, kung may car lang ako uwi na ko now na! And I'll start again the PRISONBREAK marathon with ate Cathy! c",)

Sunday, September 16, 2007

BoRed!

Today is such a boring day at work... I only have two PR's. Ung isa repeat order lang. walang challenge! Charing! This morning, i already know that i wouldn't have so much load for the day kaya nakakatamad din. Pero I have to go to work.

Earlier, Eugene (my office friend) and I were discussing... "puro trabaho lang kase dito. Walang training na binibigay (except dun sa first day/weeks training - orientation, that is!)"... By the way, that was only 9am nung nagchichikahan kami. Umaga pa lang hinihintay ko na ang hapon. hehehe!

Buti na lang 'til 4pm lang ngyon ang work dahil Ramadan... AND we'll be watching "A Love Story" tonight. I'm glad na-extend ung pagpapalabas nung movie dito. Hinintay talaga namin un! c",)

Hay, teka! past 12pm pa lang pala! (see how boring! nakakapag-blog ako ng working hrs) Kainip!

Thursday, September 13, 2007

GaMe Ka Na Ba?!?

I knew "it" was coming. But u'll never really know if u're ready until the real thing happens... ayan na nga. I couldn't help it. I still shed tears. d pa pala ko game... pede taympers muna?!

Sunday, September 02, 2007

MeRRy ChRisTMaS

It may seem as an early greeting pero kase sa TFC shows today, since 1st day ng "-ber" months, nag-start na cla magpa-feel ng Christmas spirit. It came to me that, yes, Christmas is just hundred plus days away. Sa bilis ng takbo ng oras, malapit na un!

This year wud be my first Christmas away from home. Though my kuya wud always make kulit and wud cite nakakainggit things-to-do on Dec. 25, I still am decided that i will be staying here for Christmas. Ma-miss naman nila ko ng isang Pasko. Ching! ...at makapagtago naman sa mga inaanak ko! ahehe! naku, lagot c Mama! Peace, Mother! =)

Since people here are mostly not Catholic, 1 day lang talaga ang off for Catholics to celebrate. Kaya if i'd go home i'd be asking for a few days off at work. E by March naman I cud already go home for a month vacation. Annual leave ko na kase un! So, that wud be several weeks lang after Dec kaya okei lang.

Tsaka i think i woudn't be lonely here though kuya and ate will go home. I'll be alone sa flat... Pero pede naman ako maki-celebrate sa tropapeeps ko dito! ...Ei, calling all my friends here ampunin nyo ko sa Pasko! =)

This year, iba ang Christmas celebration ko.
Share ko na lang din dito kung anuman ang maging kaganapan.

Have a MeRRy CHRISTMAS everyone! c",)

Monday, August 27, 2007

TuLoY pa RiN...

Sa wari ko'y
Lumipas na ang kadiliman ng araw
Dahan-dahan pang gumigising
At ngayo'y babawi na
Muntik na
Nasanay ako sa 'king pag-iisa
Kaya nang iwanan ang
Bakas ng kahapon ko


Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko
Nagbago man ang hugis ng puso mo
Handa na 'kong hamunin ang aking mundo
'Pagkat tuloy pa rin


Kung minsan ay hinahanap
Pang alaala ng iyong halik
Inaamin ko na kay tagal pa
Bago malilimutan ito
Kay hirap nang maulit muli
Ang naiwan nating pag-ibig (alam ko na 'yan)
Tanggap na at natututo pang
Harapin ang katotohanang ito


Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko
Nagbago man ang hugis ng puso mo
Handa na 'kong hamunin ang aking mundo
'Pagkat tuloy pa rin


'Pagkat tuloy pa rin


And a NeW ChaPTeR of My LiFe BeGiNs...